Friday, October 31, 2008 11:25 AM
"I was meant to tread the water,
but now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you,
another piece backs away
You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart.."
Deal with it
Monday, October 27, 2008 9:25 PM
Oh dear me, how time really flew from friday all the way to today.
I guess we can all say, time passes with the blink of an eye when you're having the time of your life. Being with you 24/7 for the past 3days didnt seem real to me.. I like the feeling of having the house all to ourselves. I like the fact that, we didnt have to act all casual, steady. It didnt matter if we were drunk as fcuk or high like sky..
we were pretty much unruly but it felt great cos we were free from everything.
I guess Im already starting to miss having your breath in my face, when I wake up..
wearing my tiara crown while cooking up a storm with you..
and everything else I just wont want to mention..
arrrrr my bestfriend, you are a dream
(when we're not arguing,that is)
hehe. p.s i love you b, i really do.
weeeee!
Deal with it
9:10 PM
At times, I do wish I have Disney and Nickelodeon channels for me to immerse myself in childhood dreams and retreat from reality.
But.. I dont think Ill ever see myself staring at the teevee for hours if it wasn't for E!
Haha, sounds typical right.. but I am beginning to realize that this channel may have given me a sense of direction to what I may want to pursue, in the future. Haha, yes really.
So anyway, aside from that my main objective to post this entry was actually to share with whoever's reading..
why I simply, truly love fashion.. and why I also, love Kimora Lee Simmons.
So here goes, this is my ultimate favouritee dress I've ever laid my eyes on..
in my whole 19 years of living!
Deal with it
3:05 PM
"I ain't never had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby, that's what you told me
And I believe it
Cause I ain't neva had nobody do me like you.."
Deal with it
Saturday, October 25, 2008 7:01 PM
Have been rolling in bed, watching videos of Dear God all day.. today.
Well, you can say Im getting pretty kemarok with this song the more I listen to it.
Cant help but feel a strong connection to it.. someway, somehow.
gets me thinking, about a whole lot of things.
i feel unusual today, but it feels good at some point.
.
Bb's picking me up very soon. And, Im so freaking lazy to bring myself out of my room..
what more take a shower?
Deal with it
4:46 PM
"Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when Im not around,
when Im much too far away.."
Deal with it
3:41 PM
Before ending the day with a good night kiss,
"B.. did we really go to the avenged sevenfold gig just now?"
"Ya sia, B.. we really did"
"Wow"
It didnt even take us more than 5mins to decide together whether we should just go for it.
Well, at least for bb.
Okay, I admit I took a lil longer than that.
But all I had to do was just let Dear God to be played on repeat mode.
And before we knew it, we were off to Max Pavillion.
It felt like I was going to just another local gig.. everyone was wearing black!
And I.. I was wearing my blue denim mini and a blue top and my lecoq sneakers.
So there you go..
well basically, I look like a clown amongst the crowd.
Besides throwing some nasty words at a very irritating ang-moh girl
(let me repeat, very) and feeling all nauseas with stinking pits surrounding me..
A7X was pretty awesome, really.
But that's concert gigs for you y'see, you meet all kinds of people everytime.
However, I was alil tad disappointed..why?
They did not perform Dear God.
But as much as I want to shriek my tiny head off out of anger,
I couldnt say I regret going,
because I dont, and because I know..
"Nothing beats watching great musicians play live"
Deal with it
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 1:00 AM
I want their hair, can?
12:27 AM
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
saat kita berduka, saat kita tertawa
Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita..
Deal with it
Sunday, October 19, 2008 11:47 PM
Someone's going all nuts and crazy for no rhyme of reason (again).
maybe it's that time of the month.
arrr, so annoying.
On a lighter note, Raya Gaya outing with them was awesome today.
I wish I have my own place to stay and a car of my own.
(:
Deal with it
Friday, October 17, 2008 12:55 PM
Hightlight of the week
The celebration of my 19th year of living, well in other words,
My 19th Birthday!
Despite setbacks and my drastic-dramatic-emotions empowering me on Monday night, Thank God everything went into place by the next day. This is by far, the most exhilarating surprise party I've ever gotten. I've so many people to thank (eventhough I already did), but I feel like I just cant thank them enough for making this happen!
So, just bear with me for a paragraph or two, heh.
To Muhammad Nasiruddin. B, I am truly impressed by all your plannings.. really I am.
I cant imagine any other man on Earth who would do the same thing for me as what you did.
y'see, I wouldnt mind if you dont buy me a present because you are my present, from God.
(but, i love that owly bag to death anyways!)
"There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say."
And for that, I am eternally grateful. I love you.
To my sister, my bedhead.
My other half, the other me. The most important person in my life (besides my parents, of course). Thank you, for being there and always lending a shoulder. You're my rock. I love you.
"I carry your heart with me. I carry it in my heart. I am never without it. Anywhere I go, you go, my dear. Here is the deepest secret no one knows. Here is the root of the root.. and the bud of the bud.. and the sky of the sky of a tree called life... which grows higher than the soul can hope.. or mind can hide. It is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart."
P.S THANK YOU FOR HANDING ME THE BEST PRESENT OF THE CENTURY!
~
So, we went over to Bedhead's crib on Monday night to have drinks and watch DVDs. And since my birthday was in few hours time, I had the advantage to choose any movie I want. So guess what movie I chose? P.S I LOVE YOU! Haha, I cried both my eyeballs out.. as usual. And while doing that, me being oblivious to my surroundings I wasn't aware what were the rest doing. So, when the clock struck midnight.. I got my very first surprise (:
The next morning, while I was preparing food for me and bb's picnic at Sentosa.. bb handed me my birthday present from him. The present was so lovely wrapped that I dont have the heart to throw it away.. even now it's still happily situated in my closet. At first I was pretty disappointed because I assumed it was gonna be a huge teddy bear or something.. but, it wasn't! So YEAY!
After which, we did some sky riding and the luge rides before we stopped by Del Mar to have some drinks. And since we came just about the right time for the Happy hour one-for-one promotion, so why not eh? It was lovely the scenery, sunset.. everything went well. Oh, and like as if almost 4 hours of soaking in seawater was'nt enough, we decided to take a dip in Del Mar's swimming pool. Heh, nice.
So much for the end of the day approaching.. because I was so not prepared on what was gonna happen next!
19 is sucha nice age to turn to (:
And once again, Thank you Yasmin, Shalyn, Faizil, Haikal, Aida, Adam and Aida W for turning up. Your presence mean the world to me. Love ya'll!
Deal with it
Monday, October 13, 2008 3:10 AM
I hate secrets and unnecessary criticism, really.
Please, just go away.
you.. especially.
Deal with it
Thursday, October 9, 2008 2:52 PM
Say hello to my new baby!
Mi Cammie Nana Kuku.
Deal with it
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 9:57 PM
Really, it breaks my heart real deep to say this
I love all of my clothes to death but some of them has got to go. for good.
Even my new closet, which practically has a full room to itself is beginning to rebel.
Clothes are falling out, dresses everywhere.. Geez.
Well, the blog is up for weeks now already. Maybe its time.
Anyway, aside from that.. I think today was the most satisfyingly-happiest (dont know if there is sucha word) day ever! I bought 3 dresses I've been wanting for so long and I reserved a present for myself. No, I did not pay for it (:
Cant wait to have that baby in my grasp. Soon, very soon.
So, today's 7th October.
It's hard to believe that my birthday is exactly a week from now.
Bb has done an incredible job if he plans to keep me on the edge all the time
because I am bloody curious whats happening on that day or night. I dont know.
But, I think Im gonna be dumb this time and just go with the flow and be surprised.
*GASP*
Deal with it
Monday, October 6, 2008 10:53 PM
I miss having nights like this.
And above it all, I miss them too.
(:
Deal with it
I want their hair, can?
