" They say that the truth can set you free, that's a lie. The truth is, lies can protect us. Lies keep us safe from the truth."
The Quiet.
I find the plot disturbingly sick, though. A family where happy faces disguise ugly truths. But in a way, i'd wish i have somebody like Dot to reveal everything to. knowing she would'nt hear, but it helps by getting it off my chest y'see.
I like movies with pretty random and unique plots.
it gets me going, keeps me thinking..
Deal with it
2:21 AM
Close off from love, i didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it, you're frozen
Yet, everyone around thinks that i'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe
Deal with it
Monday, May 26, 2008 12:45 AM
i miss having my own money to jingle and mingle.
especially now, since its the
Great Singapore Sale!
maybe, this calls for a job. yes, i think i need a job.
its been like what, close to a year since i last worked?
geeez.
Deal with it
12:16 AM
Me love you long time...
life could'nt get any better than this. Us, singing dewa songs from vivo all the way home. you, pinching me at all the wrong places when you think no one is watching. buying roast chicken for picnics. while holding hands and singing bryan adam's at Giant. getting drunk, and staying sober together. loving you, at all the right places (: me, being pissed 24/7 with your lame jokes and tricks. and you, being you for all time.
God had a reason, for bringing you to me.
and i think, im beginning to draw the conclusion out.
somebody had to save me from myself.
and that somebody is, you.
~~~
hah. who gives a fuck what they have to say about us?
you, being arrogant? or me, being a slut?
whatever.
they're just being oblivious to the fact that they once looked down on us, and they cant be treated the same now. ow.
look who's frowning now.
LOL.
fuck you hoes __
we dont care what you think, anyway.
okay, i had my say. im not gonna say it no more.
well, you know what they say - " let bygones be bygones "
ADIOSS!
Deal with it
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 12:01 AM
The weekend plus the extended 1 day holiday was nothing i expected.
in fact, it was way way happening. prolly because, i was planning to be a boring person and slack in bed throughout the 3 days. of course, i didnt. hah.
Friday, Bb did a really un-suci thing before AND after going to maulot. or maulut.
is that how it's spelled? okay whichever. you ehh. bila nak taubat ah? (:
but friday night was okay, nevertheless. the ol' hangout session over at mosi and then, boozing the whole night through with our fellow-mellow pals <3
But actually, the kecoh part was on Saturday night lah.
yes, i got truly wasted after sucha long time that i somehow managed to puke all my digested homemade bbq chicken wings i gobbled down earlier that day.
SICK OR WHAT.
and, it was right at the front of mos for everyone to see. gee. and as far as i could remember,
i think i practically danced around like a total idiot.. feeling-feeling stripper kat cage konon. someone slap me, please.
and wooh, like as if that wasn't kecoh enough, i just had to make Bb pull over in the middle of ECP just so i could fall from Daisy and puke all the aloe vera juice. hehe.
and oh, the DJ kinda suck too.
but, i had my mighty babies, kaikal & aida & Bb. that's all i need for an awesome night (:
sorry, i had to ruin the tail-end of the night though..
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And then, comes Sunday.
i think it was pretty much, the best day of the week!
Bb and i had to run some errands in the morning
(thank goodness i didn't suffer major-hangoverness), then we had this crazy-last-minute-thing to spend the day at Sentosa afterwards.
So, i quickly pulled out my bathing suit and prepare the egg sandwiches plus sausage-bawangs and etc etc. oh how i love last minute plans!
especially, having Bb on Sunday all to myself. hrmmmmm.
but that stupid dog just had to eat all our half-eaten sausage-bawangs and whole-roast-marinated-chicken. thank goodness, we manged to fork out 10bucks out of its owner's wallet. serve you assholes right.
they were so rude, they didn't even have the decency to come and apologize to us. idiots.
but, Sunday was great.
the most relaxing worry-less day since qwxzpcndjd i-dont-even-know-when!
Deal with it
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 6:39 PM
so okay, i finally got the time to upload and save the photos from Wan's pit, last Saturday. and, i can't believe i did not mention about how great that night went. well, at the beginning luck wasn't on my side. or should i say, aida's side that day. firstly, we missed the flea market, and then we got bailed out cos' the much-awaited partying night got cancelled.
after which, aida lost her 50 bucks. dang.
but thanks to liquor and pretty fun people, our night didn't seem so bad afterall.
P.S My tolerance for allcooholl was pretty low, that night. go figure!
hah.
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Deal with it
Monday, May 12, 2008 7:59 PM
i could not believe how arrr, dumb i was for not clocking in this morning. can you believe it?
i was only afew minutes late, but i was so distracted by daphy's absence, that i totally forgot to clock in first. and, i only realized after like, 15minutes later? pretty dumb right? geez.
but anyways, school was like a breeze today.
time flew right on by. before you know it, everyone's doing the usual queue-up at 5.15. oh, and what made my day was daphy's brownies!
my god, they were deeeliciousss!
Deal with it
Sunday, May 11, 2008 1:53 PM
Mom got a call from bedhead this morning. Thinking that she was gonna receive a 'Mother's Day' wish, she answered the call in a lighter tone. But, i knew something must have gone wrong as soon as her expression changed.
"Macam mane dia jatuh?!"
That was all i needed to hear. I knew this wasn't one of Alfie's normal melodrama moments.. He fell from the 11th storey.Sheesh.
I wish i could have done something.
im sorry, Alfie.
im gonna miss you.
Deal with it
Thursday, May 8, 2008 8:06 PM
"Scooch closer dear, and i will nibble your ear"
it's a shame that 'our-song' is being played on the radio.
now, everyone knows this song.
booohoooo :(
Deal with it
2:42 PM
i know i should be lazing around, having nappies, eating medicine religiously and what nots.
but, i kinda miss oogling around with the net. especially, after watching american idol.
omg. jason was bad.
i seriously think the other 3 are way, way better.
and that his looks are empowering his capabilities to sing. sorry.
but, i find you cute. still.
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so okay, sidetrack a lil' , life has never been so miserable for me.
mp is sucking the life out of me, y'see.
honestly, i dont think we can pull this off.
ive been burying myself with tears of helpless-ness and agony.
everyone thinks im crazy for having thoughts of quitting.
but frankly, you dont know how much of a burden this is.
but, it's not fair for me to bail out on daphy too.
so, im really hoping sham can help us get through this.
oh, and yesterday was the worse.
having someone so-called knocked some sense into us and said that he's confidence on us has gone down to almost a depressing ZERO.
and that, having someone really close to you in a bad state.
and wow, having fever at the end of the day was really the cream of the crop, wasn't it?
indeed. life has taken it's toll on me.
Deal with it
Saturday, May 3, 2008 4:11 PM
Singapore Flyer was amazing.
we had a spectacular view from the top!
what made it more special was we got to see the best of both worlds.
y'see, when we were going up, the sun was setting and when we were coming down, it was getting dark and we could see all the lights of Singapore.
how cool is that?
(:
Deal with it
Thursday, May 1, 2008 3:30 PM
love love love !
Deal with it
2:18 PM
And, here i am waking up at noon thinking it was sunday already.
haha. so, you can imagine how awesome and full-filling my week has been so far. yes, it's only thursday. Tuesday, was mom's 46th birthday.
so at midnight, me, Bb and Kak Ani crept in to the house and gave a surprise with her all-time-favourite blueberry cheesecake.
and in the morning, the birthday girl accompanied me to SGH to cancel the extraction of my teeth and the wearing of braces. no, i decided not to wear them. well, not yet i presume.
the day went extremely well. well, haha, going shopping with mom has always been the best thing that could ever happen to me. (go figure!)
we ended the day with everyone having dinner at coffe bean.
i know, COFFE BEAN? who would've thought they sell spaghetti? i did'nt. haha.
anyway, wednesday was also a bundle of joy. starting off from school. wait, let me think what did we do in school huh daphy? (evil grin) NOTHING. haha.
besides, jumping around taking self-timer shots and having 3-hour break, shopping over at tampines mall and having lunch with our momma, shalyn. <3>
and oh, that was only the appetizer for the day.
after which, me & Bb went home to find mom watching teevee.
poor momma, got sick all day. but she managed to pull herself together, and watched a movie later on.
on the other hand, me & Bb went to meet adam, aida winehouse, aida cute and haikal. hoping so much, that bushmen would perform but to no avail. it's okay. we had truckloads of laughter, didn't we?
haha. yes we did.
and then off, to partying at the wrong night. i should've known better.
it was fun, nevertheless.
as for now, i can finally conclude by saying yes, i've had an awesome week so far. and i thank you, God, for filling my life with the most wonderful and amazing people i've ever met.
and, also for letting me embrace them and myself, in this life.
