The Birthday Girl, in other words, Mom.. will be home soon!

I baked her the oreo cheesecake, i know, i need something new for the upcoming birthdays this year.. prolly vanilla? i dont know. just cant wait for everyone to get home and surprise her! teehee. as usual, i ate a whole lot of junk today. not proud. errr. okay, gotta go!

1.Give me time to understand what you want of me
2. Place your trust in me. It's crucial to my well-being.
3. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it.
4. Before you scold me for being lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me.
5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when it's speaking to me.
6. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could hurt you, but that I choose not to bite you.
7. Take care of me when I get old.
8.You have your work, your entertainment, and your friends. I have only you.
9. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me.
10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Everything is easier for me when you are there. Remember I love you ...

i just have this sudden urge of word-vomit for the past few hours..

i was reading Philip Toledano's 'Day's with my father' awhile ago.

It's seriously deep and heartfelt, i dont know how to describe it but its a mixture of alot of emotions. sometimes, i wonder how long more will i get to live my life? will i get to live enough to see my children grow? will i even have children? is he the one?

Why cant S'pore be a lil more stress-free?

I wish my life is free as a bird.. where i can sit all day, go for a random holiday, write a book or just self-employ myself with stuff i enjoy doing..

I dont want to wake up and do the same thing everyday..

God, I need a slap. Im just living a dream.

Hahah, the quiz-maker prolly got that right.

mmm, well, except for the eyebrow part though. LOL.

Omg, this blog is getting so boring. im gonna change to a new address soon, nyahaha!

I havent showered for 2 days? So I dont think anyone can imagine how sick and stinky I am.. what more with the crazy hot weather. Thank God air-con exists. Mmm.. its been quite awhile, and I've lotsa things to say, update and stuff like that but life has been too hectic and fun for me to even drop a simple entry here.. and as for now, I am gonna continue sorting my clothes, shoes, bags out of my teeny weeny closet and somehow find more space for convenient purposes.. and im in a moving-the-furniture-around-in-my-room kinda mood today, so ill be doing just that with the music blasting in my ears till they pop.. anything call my hamburger okay! salut'!

It has been almost 4 days already, but this feeling still hasn't sunk in yet..

I still cant get over the fact on how glad I am to be home.

IT'S 6.20 IN THE MORNING.

Feels weird going back home and watching people as they wait for the first bus..

Their day is already starting, ours' just ending. hehe.

Good night world.

~

xoxo,

Nas&lulu