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Monday, June 30, 2008 9:10 PM

Frankly speaking, I can never figure out why I created a blog when I never like revealing personal views of my life, in the first place.
Reading my past entries, made me freak out. gawd. was it me, who wrote all that?
these fingers are itching to press that delete-blog button.
RIGHT NOW. brrrrr.
this is stupid, why am I even typing all this? Haha. Oh, call me kemarok, cos this is my 3rd entry of the day. WTH, im so bored.


Deal with it
8:09 PM




've been feeling on top of the world, lately.
i dont know why, but i dont wanna ask why, cos i dont care why,
i just want it to stay this way, all the way.
i may not be lovey-dovey, and hell, I was never a fan of PDA.
But, you simply chuck that side of me.
you did'nt care.
and, that's why i love you
somebody asked me "what would you do if you guys dont end up together?"
As quickly as I can, I gave all kinds of answers about me being fine and not care less about it, saying independance is the key to life, and all that shit about life goes on no matter what.
but you know what?
I lied. I would probably crumble into pieces, the moment you leave.
and, you know that.


Deal with it
7:36 PM

________ _______
Mom bought "Sambal-Goreng-Pengantin" for dinner.
Undoubtedly, that was the best freakin' Sambal Goreng I've ever eaten, in my whole life! SEDAP.
Anyway surprisingly, today time seems to be flying really fast.
I mean, for a Monday, that's very unusual.
And I hate Tuesdays, it's always filled with anxiety. ggggrrr.
Come to think of it, it's already Week 11. By right, we only have 8 weeks left.
Honestly, as you can read from my very first entry regarding MP-SIP, I never thought I would get through all this without giving up.
I mean, we're pretty slow in progress, at the moment.
but, we are doing our work.
and somehow, a part of me is beginning to lighten up abit (:
It's hard, but we'll make it through ay, daphy?
Huhuhu, aside from that, life has been treating me good.
I've been thinking alot about what I'm gonna do, when (insyallah!) I graduate from TP.
I'm happy to say that, for once in my life, I'm quite sure and aware of where I'm heading to.
haha. that's new!
YEAY.
Oh, and 've been partyin' hard too, but only on weekends!
lovin' every second of it, baby!


Deal with it
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:17 AM


i can't believe it's so hard for me to do a simple task given by, my ownself.
I think I need to learn, to let go.
So, I hope I'll be rummaging my closet with an open heart. soon.


Deal with it
12:01 AM


Just breathe,

Always remember to breathe...



Deal with it
Friday, June 20, 2008 3:21 PM

Should I?


Deal with it
Monday, June 16, 2008 1:57 AM


Very Random Stuff

Generally, today was rather calm.
I had a day all to myself, snoozing up till late noon, and oogle around with the net.
Plus, my family and I had a really gratifying dinner. Since it was Father's Day, and also Bedhead & Sham was gonna pay a visit to Bedok, mom practically cooked everything she could gather! Ketam Curry, Daging kambing kicap, some mixed veggie thingy, a humongous omelette along with my favourite sambal belachan!
All in all, for 5 beings to eat!
It's true what they say -
"Nothing beats home-cooked food"
In fact, speaking of that makes me hungry all over again.
My mouth's itching for the leftoverssss, hanging around in the kitchen.
Like as if, it's waiting for me ...
ahhhh fat fat fat. better stop.

anyways, i finally finished watching Trapped in the closet 1 - 22.
It's left hanging, STILL. geez.
and, here we are again. Monday.
more like, Mundane. urgh.


Deal with it
Sunday, June 15, 2008 5:28 AM

"More than I could stand,
Love is a losing hand

And now the final frame,
Love is a losing game"


To the men in my family, regardless of presence
Happy Father's Day.


Deal with it
Monday, June 9, 2008 10:36 PM

There's people talking, they talk about me
They know my name, they think they know everything
But they dont know anything, about me
I put my makeup on a Saturday night
I try to make it happen, try to make it alright
I know I make mistakes
Im living life, day to day
It's never really easy, but it's ok


Deal with it
9:03 PM

"Here is the deepest secret no one knows. Here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud.. and the sky of the sky of a tree called life which grows higher than the sould can hope, or mind can hide. It's the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart."



Deal with it
Sunday, June 1, 2008 2:47 PM


"I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where we have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday"
(JASON MRAZ, you're brilliant)
(definitely, one in a million)


Deal with it
2:11 PM


"..This is for my people's who just lost somebody
your bestfriend, your baby, your man or your lady
put your hand way up high,
we will never say bye

mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
this is for my people's who lost their grandmothers
lift your head to the sky,
cause we will never say bye.."


- Mariah Carey



"I wish I could talk to you for awhile

And as soon as you reach a better place

Still, I'll give the world to see your face"



Deal with it