Friday, April 23, 2010 2:32 AM

Dear Luluology, it's 2.30am and my room is still in a mess and I have'nt even start packing for tomorrow's 7.45am trip! But I think, forget about the messy room.. because tidying it or not, it'll still be messy at the end of the day. So, I'll just concentrate on the packing. Bahh I'm excited! I love last minute, impromptu plans.. especially when it involves getting out of this stressfool island! I just dont want this weekend to end, because reality will slap me in the face on Monday morning when my counter duties start.. Just have to keep telling myself that without this job, no money.. and no money means no shopping, no random holiday trips, no life?..
So yeap.
But fuck all that for now.. because, I'm leaving in afew hours time!
Cant wait, cant wait!
Deal with it
Saturday, April 17, 2010 7:54 AM

I see a mansard roof through the trees,
I see a salty message written in the eaves,
The ground beneath my feet,
The hot garbage and concrete,
And now the tops of buildings, I can see them too..
I know.. look at the time, its 7.55am right now and Im supposed to be sleeping on this Saturday morning. But I was bloghopping somewhere and I found this song. Oh, the memories. I totally forgot how much I love this song.. Used to hear it everyday at work when I was with Pull&Bear..
Okay, now I shall sleep in peace with this song in my head (on repeat).
Good morning, world.
Deal with it
7:01 AM
We spent the first part of Friday night walking from home to Esso petrol station with Daisy hand-in-tassles with me and Bb pushing her. Like the fact that somehow after all these years, some things never change.. like, walking on the pavement along the main road with Daisy by our side and getting horrific weird stares from passers-by.. but still not having a care in the world and we'll be drowned by our random conversations about random things. Heh.. romantic, he said. Though, i hated the fact that of all nights I had, I chose that warm night to wear my pants and shoes and a denim jacket. I feel really driven lately, I hope the people at the airport that day will keep their word and ours too, and let October happen! Am really, really excited. And, I cant wait to get a birthday present for myself this year. I might also bake myself a birthday cake too!
Deal with it
Friday, April 16, 2010 8:03 PM
And so.. we were informed with the wrong information. Our so called getaway isn't on the last weekend, it's next week!! Now the real question is..
Should we stay or should we go?
Deal with it
Saturday, April 10, 2010 1:17 PM

Urgh. I miss Europe so much, it makes me sick! I still cant believe that up till this date, I am still looking at the photos in awe. Insyallah, I might be able to visit that awesome part of the Earth again.. next year maybe? I remembered crying when I was there, wanting to go back cos I miss everyone back at home. How retarded. If I knew what what was gonna happen later that year, I might have just stayed there. But whatever. All I know is, Im gonna go back there and stay for as long as I can.. AFFORD. Right B? heh.
Deal with it
12:14 PM




So, I've gotten my schedule from monday till the first week of May. I must admit, Im still pretty much anxious and psyched all at once for this step. Thank God i'll still have Lidiah with me for another 3weeks.. I hope I'll be doing this for awhile, possibly till next year? Then, we'll see how it goes. On a lighter note, payday today! So, dinner again with the girls next week, followed by sheesha or etc etc. Bb and I are really crossing our fingers for the end of this month, we're hoping to escape from work/school on the last friday to have a mini roadtrip with A&A over the weekend. Well, we shall see...
Deal with it