And to think I was sized Xs and even (p)etite.

OMG, what ever happened to me? :/

Anyway, I am proud to say that I've tidied about 50% of my clothes

(excluding the dress section).

but hey, at least something's done! Hip hip hooray!

Great. Now that Im finally gaining every inch of strength I can get to pull myself outta bed and start on my MP report, luck just had to strip my name of their list.

Well, I just had to forget to bring home all my notes and logbooks, which by the way, are necessities needed in order for me to finish this whole burden. I know, I have no one else to blame but myself. Anyway I feel sleepy and paranoid, I want to delete my fster account, it's pretty much redundant and its annoying. And plus, my closet is starting to look more depressing than ever! Clothes are pouring out from every direction.. I have to give them a break lah, seriously. So for the zillionthhh time Im saying this,

Okay bye!

My very first attempt to cook prawn aglio spaghetti last night, to me, was disastrous.

i know, it looked more like some un-appetizing cheap mee goreng..

Bb tried hard consoling me.. complimenting that it tasted good and blab, but I know he's lying.

Even a person without tastebuds could tell ):

but nevermind, it's only a first try. ill get better, over time (i hope).

have been thinking about way too many stuff, lately.

I feel like an outburst of emotions, exploding real soon.

This whole thing called life, can be really deceiving sometimes.

I miss my familee, Ive been neglecting my girlfriends and some of my bestfriends.

All I wanna do is just shurg off everything.

blame pms, please, for fucking with my mind lately.

I feel like Amanda from Saw now.. I let emotions empower my actions way too easily, nowadays.

So, I just came home from the place that saves my whole ass, throughout my years of studying. Walked back home, alone. it's been awhile.. and for once after a long time, I felt so peaceful.

I felt like I was 15 again.

where did days like these fly off to?

because, I want them back.

I wish I could spend the rest of the day, this way actually..

(-_-)

The past weekend up till now has been extremely joyful,

and I feel so blessed being surrounded by people I love and who loves me back.

It was pretty much chaotic too, but I love that dash of adrenaline-rush feeling..

tell me, how can it not be chaotic when I have 3 birthday celebrations to attend to?

(not that Im complaining, of course! )

2 of which, whom are closest to my heart.. the 2 birthday girls.

My Bedhead, you have reached that mid-twenties peak already!

I still cant believe it, it just feels like yesterday when we were much younger, and were talking about marriages and having kids at the same time so thay can grow up together and all that.

Now that you're 25 and married, I find that we are quickly approaching another new chapter in our lives. hardly anymore cases of covering up each other's asses, getting drunk till the sun rise, sleeping in your bed in your old room, late-night talks which led to mornings, cooking up a storm in the kitchen & argue who's gonna wash the dishes, moovie marathons, putting each other to bed when one's wasted (lol!) and just hanging out as much as we used to. Im gonna miss that, in fact, Ive already began to miss that. but one thing's for sure.. you are & will always be my one & only sister.

And i love you. Always have and always will.

I've fallen in love.

Okay ask any of my friends, I am the most out-dated and prolly the most technologically illeterate teen when it comes to cellphones.

BUT..

i am crazy about this cell!!!

i dont care how complicated it can get, i want it nowww!!!

i know this sounds totally bimbotic, but i want a cell that can flip-flip like that!!!

SOMEONE SLAP THE LIFE OUTTA ME, PLEASE :(

And so, Bb and I finally took some time off from the outside world and devote 4hours of today watching Saw I & II at home. Im glad I didnt remember anything much from both movies, so I was pretty much blown away each time the movie ends. yes.. believe me, it is mind-blowing. Arrr, it takes a sick man to make a sick movie.

Im amazed by the fact that a person could come up with these sick ideas of how each victim was brutally killed. still, I would definitely give the person who created Saw a standing ovation.. because it is afterall, very original.. and full of twists.

plus, Im a sucker for movies with lotsa twists. really, i love it.

P.S Amacam B? Saw III & IV tomorrow? Hehe.

"I don't care if Monday's black

Speaking of Fridays, here's a scoop of last week's halloweeen..

and also, our usual first Sundays of the month Hardrock ritual.

what made that Sunday night more interesting was the presence of our fellow bgss people.

oh, and of course not to forget that thursday night at *where else?* (:

haha, I guess you can say I had a pretty awesome week last week..

that explains why this week was so bitter.

PR-fcuking-3 is finally done and out, yeay.

I am so glad this week is over.. I swear, I could've gone ballistic if I had to go through another day at school. I just want all of this to end end end. I cant wait to get outta school..

Im so sick of deadlines, regulations and schoolwork.

Talking about 2009 just now, got me so excited.. I wish I have a remote where I can fast-forward to next year, well, December at least!

Arrr 2009,

a year filled with endless vacations, roadtrips.. graduation.. party.. life.. love!

CANT WAIT, CANT WAIT!

I've never been this much engrossed in politics till the election madness came along.

And finally, its over. I was prolly the most overjoyed S'pore teen this afternoon, when I received news from mom that Obama will be President of USA.

After which, I mass-msged everyone I knew, but most seemed pretty uninterested ):

i know lah.. you guys must be thinking why should we even bother who's becoming President and stuff like that? But little do we know that.. things like these will matter at some point in our lives.

Haha, okay *slapslap*

enough of feeling macam-paham.

Life is taking its toll on me, again.

've been having all these weird emotions dominating me.

lately, I feel that I lack of something.

Is it me? Am I the one with the problem?

Arr breathe..always remember to breathe.

I guess, sometimes I think way too much.

Time is ticking, everyone's changing..

i miss everything in the past.

but that's life, aint it?

people in general, can never stay the same.

*

Was browsing through my sharing folders and I found some old photos.

I was prolly, sixteen then?

yes, still young and very much illegal, i must say.
haha good ol' times.

before you know it, afew years have passed..

and time changes everything.