Friday, November 28, 2008 4:25 PM
have been thinking about way too many stuff, lately.
I feel like an outburst of emotions, exploding real soon.
This whole thing called life, can be really deceiving sometimes.
I miss my familee, Ive been neglecting my girlfriends and some of my bestfriends.
All I wanna do is just shurg off everything.
blame pms, please, for fucking with my mind lately.
I feel like Amanda from Saw now.. I let emotions empower my actions way too easily, nowadays.
So, I just came home from the place that saves my whole ass, throughout my years of studying. Walked back home, alone. it's been awhile.. and for once after a long time, I felt so peaceful.
I felt like I was 15 again.
where did days like these fly off to?
because, I want them back.
I wish I could spend the rest of the day, this way actually..
(-_-)
"..There’s so much craziness surrounding me
There’s so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I’m not sure of my priorities
I’ve lost site of where I’m ment to be
And like holy water washing over me
You make it real for me
When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me
I guess there’s so much more I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me.."
Deal with it